Linkin Park - By Myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (Myself)

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
(By myself)

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch
How do you expect I will know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to

Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

Lego : menjadikan anda kreatif

Mungkin ramai antara kita pernah bermain lego masa kecik2 dulu kan

Teringat yang parents kita beli lego ataupun mungkin pernah main masa kat tadika or paling kurang
masa kelas Kemahiran Hidup masa sekolah rendah..


tapi kebanyakan lego tu yang lego brick standard sebab tu yang paling murah dan kurang berbahaya..
lego brick standard tanpa motor, wayar, roda dan gear..

kalau masa sekolah rendah dulu pun masa Kemahiran Hidup banyak lego yang hilang atau tak de part tentu untuk kita bina sesuatu yang baru.. seronok nye bila teringat balik zaman sekolah dulu..

tiba2 teringat balik pasal lego ni bila tengok kat youtube baru2 ni tentang opening Legoland Malaysia, no 6th in the world and 1st in Asia..


bila tengok video2 kat youtube baru perasan yang budak2 kecik kat oversea ni dari kecik lagi dorang dh start main Lego dan ini sangat2 menjadikan dorang ni kreatif

Patutla negara dorang ni maju sebab kanak - kanak dorang ni kecik2 lagi dah main benda2 yang canggih macam ni..bukan lego brick standard biasa2 tapi boleh custom made lagi!



insyaAllah bila Malaysia makin developed and Malaysians ada income yang lebih, mungkin boleh start educate anak2 kita dengan permainan yang macam ni, membina minda, jadikan lebih kreatif dan mencipta sesuatu yang baru malah boleh rapatkan hubungan antara anak dan ayah..








mungkin zaman kita dulu parents kita pun kurang mampu tapi alhamdulillah sekarang taraf hidup kita makin meningkat, why not kita ubah hobi. minat anak2 kita dengan kita didik dorang dgn permainan mcm ni kan?

kita yang dah besar2 ni pun leh je nk kembali ke zaman budak2 balik,hehe

jom tengok apa yang dorang dh buat dengan lego!









p/s : bila lagi kita nk cipta sesuatu dan ubah dari negara pengguna kepada negara pengeluar?

Education - key for future

 To seek knowledge is a sacred duty, it is obligatory on every Muslim, male and female. The first word revealed of the Quran was "Iqra" READ! Seek knowledge! Educate yourselves! Be educated.

Surah Al-Zumr, ayah 9 reveals: "Are those equal, those who know and those who do not know?" Surah Al-Baqarah, ayah 269 reveals: "Allah grants wisdom to whom He pleases and to whom wisdom is granted indeed he receives an overflowing benefit."

born in UK, while having parents  back in multicultural, multiracial Malaysia, with younger brother in Australia and soon the youngest will pursue study in Korea, currently stdying in Czech Republic and not – so - frequent traveller across several European countries ,having friends from all background from Iranian, Egyptians, Taiwanese, Pakistanis, British, Turkish, Czech , Singaporean and the list goes on, I met different  people, different culture, different way of handling problems .Be it religious, Islamist, Nationalist, secularist, do- not – seem to – bother etc

The obvious problems in which separate us sometimes are the manner, the attitude and prejudice towards others due to their ignorant or false info by mainstream media esp toward muslims.

Well, I do not blame the laymen esp the nationalist who love their country and proud of it. Majority of them also very nice people..  But the government policy make it worst

Why spend billions of euro or dollars for having wars when u can educate people to help solve your very own self grown hatred seed in your own backyards?

People say bye to poverty when they get education and people wave goodbye to ignorantly fuelled hatred for things they do not know if they managed to get educated

They learned and realized and this is what shaped them in future.

Pamper the hatred do not go anywhere.

The act of aggression toward others because they are different from you cannot be tolerated while acting brazenly like you are in your own country ( if you are foreigner ), disrespect local people and their culture, way of life or try to dominate the area or neighbourhood and feeling strong becoz u are great in numbers doesn’t help but worsen the scenario.

The two opposite side which i saw and heard thru the news around the Europeans countries and United States really need to be tackle with simple way, back to the basic, back to the root of the problem

Why complaint about mass immigration in your neighbouring town before you realise your government foreign policy stationed many troops in their homeland or ‘buying’ cheaply their petroleum and exploiting almost all the resources that they have?

Yes I pity the locals, the ordinary people of European countries and also ordinary Americans which also strive hard to make the living now facing their jobs being taken away by these cheap labourers, which do not really mind working hard for less money, their homes being robbed, social problem, killings, racial tensions, increased racially motivated crimes, slum areas, no go area now sky rocketed, these immigrants became citizen and also demand their right and so on..

Instead of focusing in maintaining  the progress of country development, a lot of money and energy being wasted to solve this problem in their own country while at the same time lot more being spent in wars for example NATO intervention in Afghanistan and also Libya..

It is ironic to see while at the international level France and Britain being the key player in determining who  they will keep in power, which country next they will intervene, even France will support the arm supply to the fighters in Syria against Bashar al Assad but in Paris, their own citizen facing very high unemployment rates, lot of crimes, the public transport such as metro still using the old dirty ones, its confusing to see the contradiction..In Britain we heard about these muslims gang rape thingy, racially motivated killings and etc..in America as White Moore written in his book, public school really in devastating condition and in dire need of major repair..In Russia, political system not working well, the ruling elites seem to expoit every possible way and forming cartel to protect their dirty business even for the people to ask their municipal representative to repair the potholes in the road they need to publicize it thru social media by painting the face of the elected members to make it work! Still Russian government n US government busy interfering other countries affairs not paying attention at their own domestic problems!

Why the people still listen to the lies of their government? The era of government knows all and knows the best are varnished. People shud decide, not the government

Education are the tools.

Why busy interfering other country business?

Canada for example, nobody cares to threaten them coz they do not interfering other countries business, not like America which is warmongering states, preemptive strike doctrine and building their army bases around the world and force the other to listen to them which resulting themselves to be in very deep problems, everybody now hates them and try to sabotages them.

Instead of doing this, why not withdraw your troops from the 3^rd world countries, use the military budget for arms races and maintaining the bases to educate the people of your own country and their homeland?

The educated person more valuable than 1 bullet. Give them education, let them build and develop their own country, do business sincerely with them and i really believe this not only bring peace to the world but also solving the domestic problems that now Europeans and Americans are facing at their doorstep, the mass immigration and all those problems I stated earlier..

When they are developed, they don’t bother to go to your country for being slave and etc but rather go to visit your country as tourist bring more income, more benefit and at same time no more racial clashes, no need for far right groups, no need for KKK, Ander Breivik etc..

Even with more educated people, they will learn the proper behaviour n manner to integrate in society and not only live in their own community.. with increased future of this country and increased income, they can always be the best market for this superpower to sell their product coz this so called 3^rd world countries now having the ‘buying power’..

More income, less problems, better world for everyone!

It is easy.. people lead the change! Now or never